Every Sunday is a sucky day for me.....I hate Sundays. Been working like mad for the past 1 week. TIRED + EMO = BAD MOOD Last week I got a call from someone saying he will be coming down for holiday and asked if I wanna go for a drink. So I agreed. Of course I'm excited to meet up since it's been awhile we did not see each other. Sometimes I wonder.......What kind of relationship are we having here????? Friends???? Close friends?????? Best friends?????? Or just friends with benefits???? * Scratch head * Seriously.....I knew what's the answer to that question. I'm just avoiding it. I'm only suppose to like him as a friend. I knew he is not the type of guy to fall for. " A PLAYA" It's very bad to fall for a playa. Can't get anything out of a playa. I tried very hard to control myself not to go so far and not to care so much bout it. I DID!!!!! He is not a super hot but cute but I'm kinda attracted to him. We met up on Friday and I notice he have a pair of small eyes. That's is so cute.... Deep down inside of me I knew we can't be together. I'm not crazy for him though but I just want him to treat me as a real friend. Not someone he can take granted for. After Friday night he went MIA~! Things a playa always do. *SIGH* I'm so disappointed but I won't make a move to text him or bbm him or whatsoever. Whatever that already happened.....Happened. All I have to do now is just go on with my life as usual and see what he have to say next time.
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